Tuesday, March 23, 2010
ebb and flow
Recently, maybe just last month, it's hard to remember exactly, I felt like I went through a period where I was having a really difficult time. I was constantly frustrated, never had any patience, raised my voice at D too many times for no good reason. I don't know what it was, but I had enough faith to know it was temporary and would pass.
Now I'm on the opposite side of the spectrum, it seems. I still lose my patience with him here or there, but I also can't seem to look at him without swooning at his beauty and adorableness, and then swooping in to kiss his cheeks.
Some of this might be attributable to his actions and moods, but I swear most of it comes from me, and I wish I knew what made the difference. I guess I'll just enjoy this while it lasts.